Life on paper compared to reality

I have just been thinking about the difference between life on paper and life in reality. It is so easy to make plans on paper and never live them out. So many times I will plan my day and then it will just bomb because something will come up. I will not have figured my time right or anything like that.

But more so I have been thinking about this in the spiritual sense. It is so easy to read in the Bible we are to live by faith but it is a lot more difficult to live. I find myself worrying about things so much and not really having faith and trusting God. It is easy to say I trust God and have faith in Him. But it is a lot different to walk that way all the day long.

Another one is that the Bible says that God will never leave us nor forsake us in Hebrews. But I find that it is a lot more difficult to really believe this in reality and for my walk to show that I believe this. I live so much of my life like God is not there. Like He saved me and He is really distant. I know that God is there and that He will take care of me.

I was just thinking about I need to start living what I say I believe. It is really easy to say that I believe something. It is quite another to live it. I am going to work on living what I believe. It is a lot better to live in reality of what I believe about God an all He has done and is doing for me. I just need to live every moment in this reality. I guess it just comes down to breaking old bad habits of thinking wrong and living thinking on the wrong things. And starting some new habits trusting God and really living like He is with me.

I am done rambling now....